To whom it may concern, I’m sorry if I haven’t posted anything ‘decent’ in the past few days. It’s just that I am too busy with so many businesses which I really, really have to deal with. Mostly related to school.
Yeah, I may only have a single course this semester but that doesn’t mean that I won’t focus on that, right? I mean, I have to level up my game in my academics field because I can no longer afford to fail. Aside from that, I also have my responsibilities as president of YFC-CTHM which consumes a lot of my time. No, am not complaining; as a matter of fact, am enjoying the role! Just explaining, lovely people. Haha!
People, once I finish all of those, I’ll be back for real. That’s a promise! Honestly, I have lots of stories to tell. It’s just that I really don’t have the time. But to tell you, it pains me a lot like hell! In other words, this is such an ordeal.
There. I think I’ll be going now. So, thank you for understanding, folks. Chararat lang! Haha!
A not-so-good realization. Tonight, I realized one thing which to annoys me a lot - I am already living for the material things. Isn’t that sad? It is! Having that kind of realization only proves that life values me less. Just think of it this way, I wouldn’t have to have that kind of thought if life treats me fairly. Am I making sense? I hope I am.
I won’t be sugarcoating things because it’s not in my nature. I need to be the type of man who’s materialistic because it will really help a lot. You must consider that I don’t need earthly pleasures just for nothing. I need those for certain reasons. What am I going to do with those if it won’t do good on me, right? I know it’s weird but before anything else, kindly consider that I’ve got to have those for self-improvement just for the sake of being worthy to live.
Finish your education and you can have everything you want in life after, my friend told me. He added that I can have those things at the perfect time and it’s only when I receive my diploma. Fuck this world! Why do I even have to be materialistic just to fit in this world? This is so unfair! And yes, I am dead tired to deal with it.
Midnight talks. Don’t you think midnight talks with your best friends are the best? With the presence of a very good coffee and bread, you’ll definitely keep the ball rolling till the next day. I mean, all you’re gonna do is to talk and talk and talk about random things; from one topic to another, the list is unending. This is life, dude! You don’t have to think any of your concerns. Just talk! And eat! That’s it.
Thought for the night. I’m on the verge of breaking down because I feel so lonely. For the longest time, I have been praying to God to give me that person who is capable of loving me to bits. No matter what the circumstances may be, as long as she [or he] loves me, I’m fine with it. I’m the person who is also capable of loving anybody as long as she [or he] has proven her [or his] worth. Honestly, I’m dead tired of proving myself to anybody. You can’t blame me if I came in too demanding about it.
Dearest Lord, ayaw ko na po. Napapagod na ako sa mga bagay na nangyayari sa buhay ko. Sa bawat araw, pilit ko pong iniintindi kung bakit may mga bagay na nakakasakit sa akin. Ayaw ko naman po talagang pansinin yung mga ganun pero masyado na po akong nasasaktan e. Hindi ko po alam kung bakit kailangan ko pang masaktan; wala naman po akong ginagawang masama. Hindi ko maintindihan.
Kailangan ko pa ng tulong N’yo. Hindi ko na po talaga kaya. Alam ko na Kayo na lang ang may alam kung ano ang sagot sa lahat ng mga problema ko. Pinapaubaya ko na po sa Inyo lahat. Amen.
Options. I always tell people that in life, I only have two options: One, to succeed; two, to succeed. Ideas about failure are things that I genuinely don’t acknowledge because I never plan to fail. All I know is that I was born to be a successful person. It is as simple as that.
Honestly, I think that other people should also do the same. I believe, no one has never planned to fail nor wanted to be a failure, right? But why is it that there are people who would say, expect for the worst? It feels like they’re planning to fail. Simply put, if you really want to be on top of your game then never, ever entertain thoughts of failing because once you start to think of those, it is also the start of your failure.
Just always keep in mind that you were born to survive and succeed in life. Having this kind of mentality will surely give you the best of what life could offer. Of course, it doesn’t simply end in your head, you must also do hard work to ensure everything. But you must also remember that it all starts with the choice you make.
Our life is about choices but at the end of the day, it all boils down to two choices - to succeed or to succeed. That’s it.