Ang Inghinyero

Friends and lovers are two different things. More often that not, we would always say that we are in dire need of a lover but little did we know that we just wanted someone who would be there all the time. But what we are looking for is a friend! Because a friend are the only ones who could support us and would be there whenever we need them.

A lover, just like our friends, who’ll always be there whenever we need them and will support us BUT they’ll give us extra attention, hand us extra love, be extra patient, and will closely complete our lives. Although they are here for us to fill in the gaps that we couldn’t give to ourselves. We should always remember that we should not depend on them for this is still our own lives.

Simply put, lovers are your friends but friends should not be treated as lovers.

There’ll be times where you wanna give up. You get this “fuck it” type thinking, and you think quitting is the only option. You feel like you can’t take it anymore. But that leads nowhere. You both have to try harder, you both have to fight to make it work. It gets tough sometimes, but fighting together to make things better is the best experience. 

Death is inevitable. No one can live forever as long as they want. But death should’t be viewed as an end. Yes it may end many beautiful things in the world -our relationship with them and their works to name a few but this is the start of an everlasting relaxation of their soul; away from all the stressful world-pleasures. It is the start of the eternal peace that only few people could find and experience here on earth. But more than that, it is with death that we will meet the one who has created us -Our Father.

Alagaan mo yan ah. Wag mong sasaktan. Magkamatayan na tayo pag yan nalaman kong sinaktan/niloko mo.

Di ba sabin nila kapag mahal mo ang isang tao, papalayain mo s’ya sa pagkakasakal sa’yo at ipapaubaya mo na lang sa taong napili n’yang mahalin. Di natin dapat sisihin ang sarili natin kung di nila tayo nagawang mahalin. Siguro meron s’yang hinahap na di n’ya nakita sa’yo. Siguro para lalo nating mapakita sa sarili natin na mahal talaga natin s’ya, titignan natin kung ano ang maitutulong natin sa kanila (kahit na masakit minsan) at lagi nating babantayan yung taong pinili n’ya para kung sasaktan man n’ya yung mahaln natin e maipalasap naman natin sa kanya yung sakit na naramdaman natin bilang ganti sa pagskit sa mahal natin.

I know you know the feeling whenever your mom would turn into a non-stop talking machine or whenever your dad always stopping from going anywhere you desire. Most of the time, your siblings also irritates you and are devil-like creatures. Simply put you wish you could just have chosen a family where you would “fit.”

Good thing that we have our friends whom we consider as our brothers and sisters. They are the ones that could actually fill in any depleted area that our family couldn’t give. They are the ones who tolerates us from doing whatever we desire that our family wouldn’t permit us to do. Those are only some of the reasons why we consider them as the chosen family.

If you’ read this post, thank your friend for making your life more colorful and putting it funnier. Thank them for being such a good brother/sister and for spoiling you. Thank them for the advices that they have given you during your dark moments. Thank them for the love that they have showered you.And thank them for completing you.

Looks over sincerity? 

Sincerity over looks?

Does looks really play a vital part in a relationship? Guys, do you really mind how fair the skin of your girlfriends are? Do they really need to have long and shiny hairs? Do you mind them if they have uneven teeth? Girls, would you like guys who doesn’t have muscles? Would you love them if they have pimples? I think you’ll only love them idf they are ala Piolo Pasual.

Can you measure the sincerity of your partner in the physical appearance? Can you see how true he/she is to you with his/her dimples? Can you feel the love with every word that comes from his/her mouth? 

How sure are you? Are you willing to take the risk?

Important: The author is sorry for not posting Day 7’s entry for Project365 because their internet isn’t working properly. Thank you!

January 27 is the day that I’ve been waiting for because it is the day wherein I’ll know what my fate would be. It is an open secret that I want to build and design house (meaning, I want to be an architect) and so I’ve prayed for that since then.

I wasn’t able to check the result online at home because the internet is crappy and so I decided to just check it at the Guidance Centre. I asked the guidance councilor if my name is listed. She looked for my name and then she said that it’s there BUT I’m on the on-waiting list. I need to report on April 2 so that I can take the drawing test. I think that all arki applicants are ‘wait-listed’ because they have to pass the drawing test.

Well, I passed the first stage and I won’t let anyone stop me from making it to the drawing test. That is my dream! I don’t want to go to any other school because I know that I was born to become a Thomasian.

There are no superhuman with special powers but there are superhuman with incredible ability to use the heart and the mind.

We were all engrossed by having being invisible, by changing the weather, by walking so fast and by having any other superpowers. We even tried to used a blankets and tie it around our neck and act as if we were a superhero. I think all of us passed this stage and as we grow we realized that we can’t have superpowers so we let go of the idea that we can be superheroes.

But don’t you think that we can still be superheroes to anybody? Yes! We can change and even save someone else’s life. We don’t need superpowers or any other super-something-thingy to do this. All we need are the super heart and the super brain.

We can make someone happy by doing something special to them or if it is more serious case like a matter of life, we could do some fund raising events and other. We don’t need to do a very big idea to be the hero of the day. A simple one will do as long as you really use your head and you have accompanied it with love.

Magpapakalayu-layo muna ako sa’yo.

Ilang beses na akong nabibigo sa pag-ibig. Maraming beses na akong nagmamahal ng maling tao. Hindi ko dapat sisihin ang sarili ko dahil sa nararamdaman ko ang mali ko lang ay pinabayaan ko kaagad na mahalin sila. Ayaw ko rin naman silang sisihin kasi kaht na nasaktan/sinaktan nila, at least may naipaban silang alaala sa akin.

Ngayon, nahulog na naman ako sa isang tao. Iba s’ya kasi hindi s’ya yung tipong nagpapaasa. Di n’ya man tuwirang sinabi na wala akong pag-asa o di n’ya ako gusto, nagsabi s’ya na wag akong mahulog sa kanya. Sa totoo lang, hindi ko alam kung ano ibig n’yang sabihin dun pero nagpapasalamat ako sa kanya. At isa pa, hindi nagbago yung pakikitungo n’ya sa akin.

Kahit na maganda ang pakikitungo mo sa akin at alam kong ayaw mo akong masaktan, tingin ko mas mabuting iiwas muna ako kahit papano sa’yo. Hindi naman sa hindi na kita kakausapin. Walang magbabago sa kung ano meron tayo. Kailangan ko lang ng kaunting space para hindi ko nakikita yung mga bagay na hindi ko dapat makita. 

One day, I’ll be fine.

Hindi ko alam kung ano ba ang dapat kong maramdaman ngayon e; ang alam ko nagkakandahalu-halo na s’ya e. Sino ba naman ang hindi kakabahan sa lahat ng mga bagay-bagay lalo na kung alam mong yung magiging desisyon ay magbabago sda buhay mo, hindi ba? Sa pagpopost ko nito ngayon, isa lang itong patunay na hindi ako mapakali at natataranta na ako.

Paano ba naman e simula noong second year pa lang ako ay palagi ko ng pinapangarap ang makapasok sa UST at lagi kong inaasam-asam na matawag ring Thomasian.

Alam naman ni Bro kung gaano ko gustong makapasok roon at alam mong doon N’ya ako inilagay. Punong-puno na nga ako palagi ng pagasa na makakapasa ako roon.

Hindi ko alam, pero kasi kapag palagi na akong na-aattach with matching kaba, doon naman ako palaging napupunta. Sana nga noh? Saka marami na rin akong nakitang signs na doon ako makakapasok sa UST. That may be weird pero I believe in signs e. Kasi para sa aking yun yung way ng pagsagot ni Bro sa mga katanungan ko. Ganun ako kapositive sa pag-iisip kahit na kinakabahan ako ng sobra.

Lagi ko na nga lang iniisip na: I was born to become a Thomasian! 

Lahat ng tao ay mayroong kinaiinggitan. Mga bagay na meron sila at wala tayo. Mga kaibigan nila na gusto rin natin maging kaibigan. Ang tagumpay nila na parang walang kahirap-hirap nilang nakuha at marami pang iba.

Tama bang magkaroon tayo ng ganitong mentalidad? Ika nga ng mga matatanda e bawal raw ang mainggit at makunento tayo sa kung ano ang ibinigay N’ya sa atin. Pero hindi ba mas maling hindi maghangad ng maganda sa sarili? Kaya lang naman nagiging masama ang paghahangad ay kapag gumagawa na tayo ng mga bagay na nakakasakit ng iba.

Hindi naman siguro ipagbabawal ng Diyos na magkaroon tayo ng kaunting kaligayahan base sa mga materyal na bagay basta ba pinaghirapan natin iyon at wala tayong masamang plano.

Siguro mas magandang paghirapan natin yung mga bagay na gusto nating makuha at para naman sa mga taong gusto nating mapalapit ay gumawa rin tayo ng hakbang para maging kaibigan natin sila. At lagi nating isipin na kailangan nating maging mapagpasensya dahil hindi lahat ng bagay ay makukuha sa isang kurap lang ng mata.