Bakit ba tuwing nakikita ko yung isang taong yun lagi akong nawawala sa katinuan? Palagi akong naiinis at gustong magwala! Ano bang meron at bakit kailangan kong maramdaman yun? Ano ba ang gusto mong ipamukha sa akin? Hindi ko alam kung nananadya ba ang buhay o may gusto lang s’yang isampal sa akin. Sa totoo lang, hindi naman ako dapat naiinis sa’yo dahil wala ka namang ginagawa talaga sa akin. Sa buhay ako dapat magalit at mainis dahil ito ang gumagawa ng paraan para maramdaman ko ito. Pasensya ka na kung sa’yo ko naiinis pero hindi ko talaga mapigil ang sarili kong mainis ako sa’yo tuwing nakikita kita. Kahit anong iwas ang gawin ko, kusa kang sumusulpot para makita ko. Bakit? Ano bang meron?
Aminin natin, mahirap ang mag-hintay sa tamang tao para sa atin. Ito raw kasi ang dapat nating gawin dahil kung pilit nating hahanapin ang tao para sa atin, mas lalo itong magiging mailap. Kusa raw darating ang pag-ibig ng ating buhay sa tamang panahon.
Pero tama ba nga ito? Tama nga ba ang mag-hintay na lang na kusa itong dumating? Hindi na tayo gagawa ng paraan para maging malapit sa taong gusto na natin? Mananahimik na lang ba tayo sa isang sulok at panunuorin ang ibang tao? Paano kung may nagustuhan tayong tao pero wala kang gagawin dahil sa paniniwalang ang tadhana ang gagawa ng paraan para maging kayo? Hanggang tingin ka na lang ba?
Paano kung ang tadhana lang naman ang nagpapakilala ng taong para sa atin at tayo na ang bahala para pagbuo ng isang magandang relasyon? Paano na kung nag-hintay lang tayo? Edi tayo ang talo!
Totoo, marami na ang naging biktima ng pag-ibig. Marami na ang nakaranas nito dahil sa pag-hihintay. Maraming umiyak dahil hindi nila namamalayan na ang taong nakakasalamuha nila ay s’ya palang nakatakda sa kanila ngunit kanila itong napakawalan.
Hindi ba pwedeng mag-kita sa gitna ang paniniwalang ang tadhana mismo ang nagpapakita ng taong nakalaan sa atin at ng paggawa ng paraan para matuloy ang isang magandang hinaharap kasama s’ya? Isa itong paraan para maiwasan ang kasawian.
“Sa mga babae, hindi kayo dapat pumipili sa mga manliligaw n’yo; pinakikiramdaman dapat yan. Kumbaga, hindi ikaw ang may hawak ng desisyon kundi ang puso mo, hindi ang mga mata mo, hindi ang utak mo.”—Oswald Fabi-Sablay (MRENGINE)
Malakas ang kabog ng dibdib ko. Tila hudyat ito ng isang kaganapang babago sa buhay ko. Hindi ko alam kung ikatutuwa ko ba ito o ano, basta ang alam ko may kaba sa aking dibdib. Hindi ako mapakali. Hindi alam kung saan lilingon. May mga pagkakataong matutuwa ako ng lubusan; mayroon rin namang pagkakataong lugmok ako. Normal ba ito? Oo? Hindi? Wala akong ideya.
Gusto kong tumakbo at magawala. Gusto kong ubusin ang enerhiya ko sa mga walang kapararakang bagay. Pakiramdam ko, ito lamang ang paraan para matigil ang kabaliwang nararamdaman ko. Ang pagkaubois ng enerhiya ko ay tila pagkaubos rin ng buhay ko.
Ikatutuwa ko ba ang kabang ito o hindi? Ibabahagi ko ba ito sa inyo o hindi? Hanggang kailan ba ito mangyayari? May katapusan ba ito o habambuhay ko na lamang ito dadalhin? May ibig ba itong ipahiwatig o wala? Masasaktan ba ako o matutuwa sa mga mangyayari? Ang sagot sa lahat ng iyan ay hindi ko alam. Pero sa totoo lang, gustong-gusto ko ng malaman ang mga sagot. Habang wala akong sagot na nakukuha, lalong akong naguguluhan. Lalong gumugulo ang buhay ko.
It’s official! The Charity Meetup will be pushed through since it got positive response from Tumblr people. There are already possible institutions which we’ll be contacting and of course, the date! Don’t worry if we can’t make it on Christmas vacation, it would be a Sunday. I, together with the other organizers, have to be very keen about this.
I would like to thank the people who reblogged it for it is you why it was made possible. I would also like to apologize to some for I have plugged it shamelessly via their Tumblr Asks; it’s just that I really want this to happen. For those people who liked it, thank you very much. I am looking forward to see you all. To those who have raised their suggestions, it is highly appreciated and thank you!
As early as now, I am thanking you all for you are actually fulfilling my dreams. Honestly, I can’t wait for that day to happen. I am also assuring you guys, that this meet-up will have to be one of those memorable because we are doing a favor to the great Savior, Jesus Christ.
We would be posting the details of this meet-up not longer than this Friday. Keep updated, guys! Again, a million thanks to you all!
Hey, guys! I would just like to make a survey. I would just like to know if you are interested for a charitable meet-up. I mean we could do it in an orphanage and would have a mini-salu-salo with the kids. We’ll also be giving them toys and other essential things that they’ll be needing such as clothes, toiletries and the like. If this will push through, it will require the attendees to give a contribution for us to be able to buy the things which will be used.
I think this is not bad, isn’t? It’s time to give back for all the blessing which we have received. If you like this idea and willing to attend, kindly like this post. You may also reblog this so that others would know and they may also like this (if they like the idea). Am really hoping that this will push through.
With over a hundred thousand participants of all ages, this years Takbo para sa Ilog Pasig is as successful as the past years. ABS-CBN Foundation aims to garner a total 10 million bucks to rehabilitate another part of the then-grandiose Pasig river.
Alam mo ab yung pakiramdam na nasasabaw ka dahil sa kakaisip? Yung pakiramdam na isang tao lamang ang naiisip mo buong araw? Ganun kasi ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Lahat na ginawa ko para mawala ka sa isipan ko pero sa lahat ng ‘to, wala rin akong takas sa ‘yo. Pinapatay mo ako; sa isipan ko. Bakit ba? Anong bang meron sa’yo at ang lakas ng tama ko sa’yo?
Nakakainis kasi tuwing naiisip kita, nalulungkot lang ako. Hindi ko kasi alam kung paano lalapit sa’yo. Parang ang taas-taas mo kasi para ma-abot ko. Nalulungkot ako kasi parang walang pag-asa. Alam kong mali kasi wala pa naman akong ginagawa kahit man lang makausap ka. Oo nga naman, paano mo nga ba ako mapapansin kung hindi ako nagpaparamdam sa’yo? Marami kasing salik kung bakit hindi ko magawang lumapit sa’yo.
Kailangan kong harapin ang takot ko para kahit man lang mapansin mo pero sa tamang panahon. Sa ngayon, mag-iipon muna ako ng lakas ng loob. Gagawin kong karapt-dapat ang sarili ko para sa’yo.
I am bored and I don’t know what to do with my life. I want to go out but I can’t; it’s already 10:30PM. Plus I am saving a for something. I just hate this feeling. I just want this night to be productive. Perhaps I’ll just stare at your photo; there my eyes will be full.
These past few days, I’ve been craving to have a tattoo on my wrist that says: Live. It’s not for pang-porma or anything. I consider it as a reminder that life is too beautiful for me to wreck it. So whenever I get the chance to see it, everything would hopefully be fine. But the fact that I will not be able to participate in any blood donation activity hinders me from getting one. It is my plan to make it a habit to give my blood to someone else who needs it. So here I am now, torn between two factors and I really don’t know what to do.
When a thief forced you to take money from the ATM, do not argue or resist, you might not know what he or she might do to you. What you should do is to punch your PIN in the reverse.
Eg: If your PIN is 1234, you punch 4321.
The moment you punch in the reverse, the money will come out, but will be stuck into the machine half way out and it will alert the police without the notice of the thief. Every ATM has it. It is specially made to signify danger and help. Not everyone is aware of this. SHARE THIS TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS :)
While watching my favorite show, 100 Days to Heaven, which will end this Friday, I realized one important thing: To savor every minute of your life while you live. We don’t know when will be the time wherein we will have to leave this place. No one knows when and how.
Our life is short, it’s a cliche but true. We cannot afford to be conquered by fear. There is no room for it! Don’t hesitate to do thing which will make you happy. If we don’t fail from our decisions, well then good! But we may get hurt from these things but what matters most is that there are lessons to be learned.
It is scary. It’s not that I am afraid of dying. I am afraid of dying without doing something worthy. I am not aiming to touch or change everybody’s lives; one life is enough. This is one of those decisions that I am yet to make. I am on the process of ‘searching’ for my purpose here on earth. I know that I won’t make it any regrets from it. May God bless us all!
Young as I am today, deciding for my future is one of the most exciting things that I always do. I know that I these are the things that I want and I it is not within my hands but it is within the Father but I think creating somewhat like a timeline of your life will make you a little more determined to put it into reality.
It’s not bad to be ambitious because it is the way to be successful. Well of course, it should not stop from dreaming. We should work hard for those dreams. Remember that dreams and ambitions, no matter how big or small it is, without actions will definitely be a mess.
Let me show you how I want my life to be:
By 22, I’ll be graduating at the University of Santo Tomas (BS in Industrial Engineering) and hopefully by this time, there is already a board for IE.
By 23, I’ll find a decent job with decent salary. I have no plans of going abroad because I find it useless. Let’s consider the fact that there are a lot of job opportunities in the country.
By 23, I’ll be a family man. I want to build my own young as possible but I have to have a job first so that I could feed my family without depending on others.
By 24, I’ll be taking up BS Architecture at the University of Santo Tomas or University of the Philippines.
By 27/28, I’ll be taking up the Architecture board exam and will pass it with God’s help.
By 30, I’ll be a father of three - two boys and a girl. I have already names for them!
That’s it for now. I don’t want to plot the next of the age of 30. Am kinda afraid to get old by then, probably.